Porn Almost Bungled The Life Of Singer Billie Eilish! -

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Grammy-winning artist Billie Eilish has spoken with regards to an addiction to watching porn, beginning at age 11, and how it gave her bad dreams and wrecked her when she began dating.

Eilish, who turns 20 on Saturday December 18, was speaking on “The Howard Stern Show” on Sirius XM radio.

“I think porn is a disgrace. I used to watch a lot of porn, to be honest. I started watching porn when I was, like, 11,” the “Bad Guy” singer said, saying it helped her feel as if she were cool and “one of the guys.”

“I think it really destroyed my brain and I feel incredibly devastated that I was exposed to so much porn,” she added, saying she suffered nightmares because some of the content she watched was so violent and abusive.

Eilish, who was self-taught in Los Angeles and has seven Grammy Awards, is known for her regularly dull verses.

In the ballad “Male Fantasy” on her subsequent collection “More joyful Than Ever,” she sings about being home alone and diverting herself with erotic entertainment as she reviews a wrecked relationship.

Eilish said she is currently furious at herself for thinking it was satisfactory to watch pornography.

“The first few times I, you know, had sex, I was not saying no to things that were not good. It was because I thought that’s what I was supposed to be attracted to,” she said.

Eilish, who began her career wearing loose garments to keep people from speaking about her body, became the youngest person in history to win each of the four of the top Grammy Awards around the same time when she went home with the statuettes for new artiste, album, record and tune of the year in 2020 at age 18.

The vocalist said her fame had made it difficult to date. “It’s really hard to meet people when, you know, people are either terrified of you or think you’re out of their league,” Eilish said.

Eilish also uncovered that she had an awful case of Covid-19 over the mid year, which may have killed her had she not been inoculated. She was debilitated for right around two months.

“I didn’t die and I wasn’t going to die but that doesn’t take away from how miserable I was. I mean it was terrible,” she said.

Things could have been much worse, however, if she had not been vaccinated. She said: “I want it to be clear that it’s because of the vaccine that I’m fine. I think if I weren’t vaccinated I would have like died because it was bad.”